Monday, December 17, 2007

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Irene!

New on
casting: the past and 'was the turn of George and Isabella Rapisarda Pontrelli. The two actors (a "work in progress", while the other sailed far) have led to an audition and full of interesting ideas. George was at first hesitant and he could not just down from the face smiling from PupazzoCheLoPicchiMaLuiRimbalzaSempreInPiedi.
seemed a bit 'version of undernourished soldier Pyle's "Full Metal Jacket", and several times I was tempted to shout "choking on its own," as did Sergeant Hartman in the film. In the end I avoided: the sergeant was a bad end at the end of the first time! And then George and 'improved scene after scene.

Isabella is now found on well with his character and has exhibited an eclectic performance, allowing us to evaluate a few alternatives on the pace and tone of the scene. Moving, sometimes moved and, if necessary, slightly psychotic. As the character required!

Wednesday, December 12, 2007

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Irene! ARCHIVE



It begins with Irene . The screenplay written Domains
Year 2005 and finalist at the RIFF (Roma Independent Film Festival) in 2006, will be translated into images in the early months of 2008.
In this blog you will find some photos of the footage and new images of the casting: you start with
the talented Mariachiara Zuccarini, the protagonist of the short "Adele" (short film just won the special mention at the festival "Scripture and Picture" of Pescara). Mariachiara has received many accolades for his intense and expressive interpretation. Several sensitive hearts were moved to tears in the scene when he was beaten by a bunch of villagers. Not the screenwriter who, encouraged by the dramatic performance of Mariachiara, has been seen to add more slaps to the script in the range between takes another `el.
Below, another of the gang of "Adele": Luca Romagnoli-san. It is not of Japanese descent, such as postfix could think Luke has played the character of San Gabriel and there 'who said that after that experience has competed in a series of miracles Italians. Overwhelmed by the enthusiasm of his new followers, and 'had to emigrate to Florida for a few months. Now it 's back to the base and seems willing to wear clothes more than those libertines of the Saint of Assisi in his upcoming performances.

Wednesday, December 5, 2007

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"Really interesting. I am also fond of history, but I am interested in Roman times. Anyway ..." and here resumed that attitude of schoolmarm that it perfectly "If anything, you're omnivorous"

"What?"




P make those writers who devote their entire lives to art, which constantly fluctuate in their standard of prophets of the written word with absolute devotion, ascetic, almost monastic, regardless of the constraints , of the hard sacrifices that this brings with it. You know the picture? Well, Lorenzo, the hero of this story, is not none of this.

Lorenzo does not write for posterity, writes that is frustrated, writes to rage on s is the same. Eternity has not thought to be contracted but not slept for almost seven days, and then writes because his wicked insomnia makes sense, because Helmholtz his friend, the philosopher pizza one night two years before the Experience also taught that it conceals a more pernicious. But Helmholtz is easy to speak, he found his size. He is happy because is escaped by a miracle for a career as Director of Sales to pursue his pizzeria in Campo de 'Fiori and General Relativity which draws paradoxical reasoning (great for pick up women). In the end, Helmholtz is happy, as he declaims loudly in his Alcoholic evenings, for the simple fact that an individual three-dimensional. For Lorenzo, everything still has to happen. At the moment, what Lorenzo has, or who believe they have, is a brain cell and insistent that without any nasty skirmish begins to throb and forces him to stay awake for seven days. A cell that speaks to him and he wants to reveal something, maybe something important, something that one day it will be clear to light of a sleepless moon, and his life will change forever. Or maybe is just a headache.

slipped out from the pen of Lorenzo de 'night owl Sabini, L ` Stock Pippo is the diary of one night. O best of the night, and that sooner or later we all had. What led us to look at from outside, with astonishing clarity and see everything that's ridiculous and wrong hovers around our life. The Night of Lorenzo flow memories and quirky characters in a dreamlike dance of encounters, adventures and paradoxical words smezzate, suspended, elusive. It is the Night of Petra, the dog with no name (But with a last name) that accompanies Lorenzo in all his adventures. It 's the night Janka, Janka `s handsome, and his round buttocks, where Lorenzo is willing to risk his neck, an anachronism in a duel against two motorcyclists. It 's the night of Erika, who invented the religion of the most intense moments. It 's the night of Helmholtz, the chess player with a pipe, Helmholtz Knight rank of white chocolate, and her friends and smiling slightly. But is, above all, the Night of Lorenzo, who has to walk a city in chaos and reach the house of Ida, his girlfriend, to overlook the truth that feels too old and too young. In the shadows of his night, Lorenzo is looking for a meaning and a moral to his story. But the meanings, you know, you have to venture deeper into. And the moral? Well, if the fairy tales and legends from around the world have taught us anything, that is not is never too old or too young to invent one.

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The Parking


Some time ago, in an old library leafing Fuorigrotta I found an unusual collection of documents from the content. I sat there, sleepy in the heat of summer when mezzopomeriggio, alongside the usual early medieval legends and deeds of saints apocryphal, it was found (by accident, but as driven by a mysterious force) on account of the first Rendez-Vous between the first man and the first woman, and it was another matter by the press today in vogue. In this version, in fact, there was no trace of forbidden apples, snakes tempting, ribs or incazzature cosmos-planet-millennial. It was a story subdued, almost trivial, breathing very modest: the setting of a Canadian instead of an earthly paradise (although in some notes to read a cave of a studio sixty square meters commercial), and a few small protomammifero intent to feed in the scrub of the late Pliocene. Far away, lost in the distance, echoed the roar of the beasts, and a fiery red sun fading on the horizon line. A sidereal sunset, the kind that our era of ties, cell phones and football fans, can never contemplate.
Actually I added the sunset, though, you will agree, there is no other plausible explanation for the explosion of romance I am about to describe, because music was not there, the graffiti had been unsuccessful in their tribal two-dimensional phase, the poetry had not yet been invented, as well as restaurants on the lookout The candlelight, the first kiss, the trip to Venice, condoms and vibrating equipment for the electronics lust.
When the first lady fell at the feet of the first man, was not in his best form. She had no make-up, no mascara, no drops of Chanel Number Five below the ears. On the contrary: he was skinny, malnourished, cold, exhausted, and his long hair flowed to sit in a single block puffoso.
When he found himself on his knees, the poor had to realize that they have enough physical strength to procure a living alone, it was lost in a world without supermarkets. So, to avoid starvation, filthy with mud and a total mess, he had bent the neck to the side, turning, a sign of submission, another inhabitant of the land to the boundaries of time angry.
And the first man looked at her.
The first man looked strange to be in need of attention for a long time, he studied the soft profile silhouetted at sunset, looked at her with curious eyes, as was the curiosity in her virginal state, of a wonder and amazement that is been lost on us, his unworthy nephews, and then came over and touched her hair, and lingered on the curve of the neck, softly, declined to its smooth back. In a gesture of kindness, knelt in front of her, wandering aimlessly for a few moments in your iris unexplored. Then, with resolute gestures, walked around his hips and wrists tied with a delicate force behind his back, squeezed a rope around her shoulders, (the first series of the story) and then take her in his cozy bar in the basement studio of sixty square meters, warm, safe, away from wild animals and danger.

Now, if the first man had done his cock, my life would be a more comfortable journey. For one thing, I would not be here in this car, this car park in the middle of the misty outskirts of Milan, ruminating on my cyclical setbacks and keep a pot belly, which threatens to twist with every breath. And then I would not have spent the last two years in total confusion, emotional confusion that, if I can not reassemble the fragments of my days, sooner or later will eventually engulf.
not get me wrong, the story I just told you that I'm passionate about, and much, and for two reasons: first, because even I, as the first hominid, I'm an incurable romantic, and secondly, because the oppression of the legend sounds sweet in my nights full moon in a roar of sensuality and forgetfulness; the rush of the senses, in the ancestral vision, back in my loins into fragments of blazing light, and I live in moments of rough and then die out in a fit of total perfect harmony. And so, in the primordial light of that first romantic encounter, I find the beginning and the end, the Thunder and silence, fire and ice, and the order and chaos, fury, peace, triumph and the last performance.
This in theory, but the fact is that life takes us elsewhere.
The fact is that one is at that stage as he begins to think that feelings are valued, that their natural environment are the sonnets of the Renaissance, or, in the most debased, San Remo's songs and melodrama to middle class housewives frustrated whereas, without orchestral music as a backdrop and a shot that fades in the shadows, there is, ultimately, much more to add. So this One thinks that what really counts in life is a job that makes you feel active, the football games, pizza on Saturdays, Sundays on the couch, and some occasional traveling companion with whom to exchange impressions of a general nature.
But then, one night, it happens.
One night, without even understand how you're finished, you find yourself alone. In a parking lot. In the middle of the flat in Milan. To hold off your forehead. And you feel that you are tired of what you hear, can not do that anymore. And do not you give peace. And you think you've been a fool to let you drag up to that point. And would you put in the car and go home in Naples, or rather continue further south, Crotone, Reggio Calabria, Tunis and down, down, to the remote grasslands of Africa, where it exists, must exist, please do that there, a beautiful valley where no other human has ever set foot and no other human being will never happen.
But first things first.
I was in Naples, where, unlike the first hominid, I tried with all my strength to get me to my cock. One day I received a call from my mezzasorella Gustavo.
- "You know what's new? I graduated! I've done it! You will not believe, eh? But I did it with only two years out of course!"
- "Congratulations!"
- " Always lapidary eh? Look, if you do not, I invite you to the graduation party! "
- "I can not come!"
- "O beautiful, and why?"
- "I'm busy!"
- "And you have to do?"
- "Do I have my dicks!"
- "I'll see you here in Milan on the fifteenth. I'll hold you a place here at home. Marianella has a sofa bed ..."
- "I will not come!"
- "The Fifteen: write it down ..."
- "Do not I will! "
-" It brought the lenzulola ... "
-" I will not come! "
-" I greet you, see you soon! "
-" I will not come! "
-" Kiss Me "-Click!
- "I will not come ..."

Now is not that I'm a degenerate mezzofratello. But I felt my self-preservation that began, quietly, stroking his temples. Gustavo's party would see, in all likelihood, also Irene. Irene, with whom I had any relationship ended several months earlier, after a long agony of lies and self-inflicted wounds of emptiness.
When I put the phone down, I came to rethink my party. I had graduated in philosophy with a thesis on irrationality Kierkegaard, Schopenhauer, Friedrich Nietzsche. Nietzsche and his "Eternal Return." Behold, the Eternal Return identity, that was my ball philosophy, the circle that joins, the poem repeats the onset, the year ends and begins again, the universe implodes and goes back to expand: to a new beginning that is dispersed in a multitude of possible conclusions, all different, but all the same, in the end, when the era of financial statements lies about us.
Gustavo (I emphasize for the less discerning among you) is my brother better, and is gay. My father planned to leave her first born to be with my mother. Once conceived me, returned to base to adopt a third child. Like myself, my father was a distinguished gentleman with a strong vocation for hyperkinetic stories cyclical.
I wonder if it was not to follow his example that Gustav turned into a gay, conscious choice on the night of December 31, 1999. Since then he had spent some difficult days. At his party, we both knew, I could not miss. I did not have forgiven. Not this time.

arrived in Milan late afternoon on the fifteenth day of a dull, incomprehensible by nature, white clouds, black clouds, sun flashes, cold wind, rain squalls and waves of sweat mixed with sticky smog. God how I hated that city. I had spent two years I had loved and she had paid a compassionate embrace, and then forget about me as soon as circumstances I had moved away. Now I take back with arrogance and strangers greet me offhand that sounded like an insult. There are different ways to forget things and people. Irene I had forgotten for months, driven by disgust of myself, but comforted by a determination that the granite in the past had always helped me in difficult situations. Diligently, I deleted his phone number, all such emails, all your pictures, forced my thoughts in straight lines. But now I found myself here, in Milan, and I could not believe it. I had sworn never to return? The world is full of sincere and welcoming places, where you do not feel all that unhealthy living with awareness. Naples, for example, did not love me, indeed even knew who I was, but I do not hide, indeed that was the very beautiful: and when I returned I would have re-embraced by the warmth with which I had accepted the first time. Gustavo

arrived at the station twitching in his athletic ethnic wrapped in rags and tattoos of great value.
- "Cazzofiga dungeon You are here! "She hugged me
causing the fracture of a couple of ribs and a possible internal bleeding.
- "Come on!" I screamed in agony, "so kill me!"
was in great shape my mezzasorella, and liked to be crazy to undergo manipulation of gymnastic demonstration.
What's the difference with me. I, three years younger, opposed his exuberance my body indolent, lazy, imbolsito, slightly paunchy, as old before their time.
letting go, Gustavo shook my face in his biceps.
- "Have you noticed how tough they are?"
- "Blessed is he who fucks you!"
smiled, strangely pleased, and I took a nasty slap from his older brother.
- "Have you brought a nice dress," he asked.
- "What wedding ..." He looked at me
to hold back a retch.
- "I have a new shirt new" sentence, "This will get you one!"
The festival would begin from there to a couple of hours in a house in the suburbs, so Gustavo determined to go to him at once. At home we met her roommate Marianella, a misfit girl like few others in this part of Padania, intent in its state of rest or uniform rectilinear motion, ie with the ball and a stereo cannabis cigarette burning in an ashtray.
- "Hey," he began, "it's little brother safe and sound!"
- "Hello Mary. You seem very well ... "
-" You think so? I feel like shit! "
Marianella nervously straightened his hair and to change the subject, he offered me a cigarette.
The rest of the afternoon slipped away from definitely go down in history: I took a shower, put on a pair of clean jeans and shirt "new new" my brother. It had been almost two hours without Irene had been mentioned, and I began to caress the idea that some efforts had brought out of town. Instead flavor:

"Before we go to pick up Irene. You left without passing through "

There. I would have reviewed. I would see Irene.
to pick who was nearly dark. While Gustav and Marianella came down to greet her with the ritual of kissing couples, I stayed in the car with the absurd excuse that the charge of driving should always be ready to go. Irene jumped up I had no time to watch it.
- "Hello Matt."
- "Hello Irene."
When we arrived, the party had already started without the main invitation. While Gustavo Marianella and Irene and I were heading at the entrance we were confronted for the first time in months.
- "Matt, did you cut your hair?" He asked, "Although there is much that we do not see, then I should not desire it."
- "Yes, I have cut them," smiles, a little 'uncertain whether to accept that relief. I was plagued by doubt and insecurity. Better to remain on the formal? The Studies, etc? Or I could ask you something? It would be prudent to take the road of confidence? And if there's a half hour I had a headache for a simulated run away? If I got drunk and tangled up the annulment? Or if you simply had sabotaged the electrical system of the house party?
That infamous night waiting for me. Once inside
up an excuse and I moved away from the group. The hall was already nearly full, many never before seen faces, some old acquaintance. I recognized a couple of my ex that I am not worthy of a mention. As the entire city, they too had put little to forget my performance.
walked among the scallops with the valiant attempt to break free from my thoughts. Suddenly I was attracted by a very light-skinned girl, who was looking around so ostentatiously aristocrat. Imagined her naked, completely naked, wearing only a monocle by noblewoman as he addressed his audience in perfect aplomb, moving his head with meticulous timing. The idea appealed to me, so I baloccai bit in 'with that image until I was sure that this type of toy could not distract me. The girl in fact had something to himself Irene, perhaps in her arms, her hair or her expression: a history already lived. Over the past two years I had done nothing to find Irene in all the girls I met and so, after the excitement of the first meeting, everything slipped away and phrases of exteriority of circumstance. Pleasantries, only compliments, nothing but compliments. Visceral emotion that never find the path of light. A few minutes later I ran
back to Irene and Marianella. I was convinced that he went straight away from them, they never deviated from my path, yet I had returned to the starting point. The Eternal Return, the anathema of a lesson in philosophy, Irene always had my own version at the beginning and end of my route.
When I finally turned to her I felt weak and my stomach was hesitant. He looked at me curiously.
- "I heard you graduated," he began, "do you think about the specialist?".
looked at her smile. The jersey he wore was embroidered with wide eyes and clung to his shoulders revealing his pale skin. She trembled a little and rubbed occasionally the arms.
- "It's cold here," I said, looking around, "I wonder why they have not turned on the heat a bit 'before."
- "It is not cold, is that this shirt is all bored."
I've always had a weakness for girls and chilled there too, before that he had poisoned my last two years I could not restrain a movement of inner light. Perhaps the first lady of legend, shivering with cold and fatigue had caused in the first hominid those same feelings. Wrapped
of the new sweetness, I began to investigate further my feelings. Since I arrived in Milan, and before that when I received a call from Gustavo, my thoughts had begun to swirl in circular paths. In a moment they had lost the right way to bend the disastrous spiral of the eternal cycle. Was it possible that my health was just the fault of my thoughts? Fault of the narrow nature of the circumstances and not the person who had mentioned? And Irene? It was possible to have purely fraternal feelings for her? It was too late for friendship? There was still hope for that complicity, for a long time before the disaster, there was so much closer?
I heard the story of my hard times could finally come to an end. Perhaps there, right there in the party feared I would be cured of my illness, I recovered once and for all my thoughts clean, I would have gotten rid of feelings that had been obscured for far too long my days. I would return to Naples all new, with a mind free from the past and open to the opportunities of the coming months, many new sunny weather, sea salt and freedom, the freedom that so long I had not heard me.
That night Irene and I danced together for hours, joked, laughed, recalling, critiquing the dancers moves awkwardly, we fucked each other. It was enough of a gentle moment to turn pure and fraternal feelings in me. It was so easy, so natural, exit from the tumult of my thoughts and I explained how I had found my way first.
The festive evening had peaked and I felt as light as ever, when I saw Irene dance wearing goggles that glow Gustavo had lent me.
I remember them very well those sunglasses: blue phosphorescent, unaided, a pair of huge fake glasses, caricature, the kind of pragmatism in the graduation parties. While we danced
Irene asked me

"Now when we meet again?"

replied: "Not anytime soon. Do not plan to return here in Milan, I hate this city, and the country will come back before Christmas. "
marked these simple words on a note of satisfaction, happy the new freedom that I thought that I caused.
But freedom for me was freedom from her. From the thought of his body, his skin.
Of Irene must have realized this.
not answered. Perhaps he had caught my satisfaction in finally feel free, or had experienced in my words a hostile distance. He was silent for a while ', with downcast eyes, and when he turned to me and a light corner had risen in his eyes.
Irene continued to dance. It seemed to me that he had increased the movement of the hips, shoulders and followed an undulating path, back and forth, back and forth, back and forth. Suddenly approached me and pulled the glasses glow with a slow movement, almost pensive, accompanied by a reverence by odalisque. They approached him and, still dancing, I studied the form. She wrapped her fingers together and uniting the toes with some effort slid his hand inside one of the openings of the glasses. Verify that the plastic adhered to his wrist. He looked at me. Slowly bend the neck sideways to the beat, hands clasped behind his back. She moved her shoulders up and down alternately, slightly quivering lips to the plastic rubbed on the wrists, and even a few moments the other hand was trapped in the second opening of the glasses. With gestures just mentioned, continued to dance, head down, neck slightly bent, his prisoners wrists in a vise.
I felt my will dissolve.
Here, the first woman.
cold. The wrists locked behind his back. All
corresponded.
Suddenly the music and strobe lights disappeared altogether bent to my eyes. The crowd around me melted into a shapeless magma bubbling of colors and smells.
Without my being aware of my right hand was separated from the body. Irene was heading; el'avrebbe taken there, amid the chaos of light and syncopated silence, her hand had stroked his back, his hand would have inspected the holes in his tight shirt, then tear it away in a gesture, the rebels would have raised my hand bra, close nipples, kissed her neck, shoulders, breasts, he felt his abdomen and back arms, breasts, and then a run into nothing, down, down, under her skirt, he would have kissed her under her skirt with the ' rush of nostalgia, grief, ecstasy, despair, hurt, escape and return, and think, imagine her skin, her taste, and what was its expression in the night, as he closed his eyes, overcome by the senses , his wrists still close behind him, lost his eyes, his lips barely raised his breath mild, soft and loud in the warmth of my kiss.

When Irene noticed my hand, I was now only inches from her. He roused himself. With a series of alternating movements of the wrist and freed himself, without ceasing to dance, put on his goggles in the lapel of my shirt.
Everything that had not lasted a few seconds. One moment, the time of a few stanzas of music. A moment that had upset all my soul light, my freedom: everything had been swept away.
I knew that the image of the first woman in history, now with the face of Irene, would torment my nights in the months to come. I knew it, but now I could not help it. The peace of moments before I had left, never to return.
Without waiting for the end of the song and without explanation, Irene planted in the middle of the dance floor and walked out in the parking lot. I got into my car and laughed, then cried, then laughed again and I finally picked up on his knees. To find the rhythm of my breath I held on to my rational thoughts. Bad luck, I thought, it's just a damn bad luck. Under normal circumstances, this scene would be out of place. In a normal situation, without too many worries, go back inside and talk.
But mine is not a normal situation.
Why is there a reason, a reason no possibility of compromise.
The reason is Gustavo, and I and her.
Because what is true is true for me and Gustavo for her.
And if my name is Gustavo mezzasorella should do the same with Irene. Irene, the adopted daughter the family of my father.

The nature of our relationship I thought long and hard. Brooded until exasperation. Basically we are not tied. Basically we do not have the same blood. After all, his true roots are lost in the plains of Eastern Europe. After all who cares.
But at the end of everything, the last stop of my righteous thoughts and reversed, what I can not shake is that I and Irene as "daddy" the same guy. And I see with my own, and his eyes.
Here is the epilogue of the story of the first hominid: I can not fall in the cottage, I can not speak, because I have a right to feel what I feel.
The following months were spent in doubt. I doubted me same social conventions, the nature of our mind of hominids lost, lost in a world planned by others, and I doubted you, Irene. I thought that, after all, she knew and understood all of what was happening in me. So why had intended to poison my nights? Hated me? Or maybe I wanted, as I wanted her? Maybe he just wanted my desire to appenderselo chest like a medal. Or I was being punished for a wrong forgotten.
These questions crept in me for so long I finally lost all interest in the answers. What did it matter? If only Irene had no ulterior motives when he turned his dance on me was a random act, because, simply, Our history did not emerge from the bottom of an old library as one of the first hominid. And, as far as I know, outside of the libraries no events are coordinated. Everything is resolved into chaos. And the ruling of our daily damnations come without faults and without merit. Simply arriving full of misfortune.

looked at the car sinking ever deeper into the mists of Milan. Without realizing it got in the car. In Naples, I thought, to return to Naples, I have to go back to Naples. Immediately. The wheels crunched on the asphalt.
After a few kilometers I stopped on the side of the road. A logical thought had popped into the magma of my feelings I could not escape. I could not go to Naples. I was trapped. And the reason it was so stupid as to cover a laughing my guts knotted. The bags and walking Irene Marianella were in the trunk. She had been placed there before entering the house of the party. If I had left on foot, did not even have the money or a cell phone to call a taxi. And no documents. No, I could not abandon it in the middle of nowhere. I had to go back inside, back bags, explain. Words, questions, looks apprehensive. Discussions, doubts, worries and tensions. I explained that I had to leave. Immediately. Without wasting a second. In Naples. In Crotone. In Reggio Calabria. In Africa. Gustavo would understand. Would understand? You would understand, but I would have ruined his moment, the her party. Its hours of fresh air among many other indignities. My brother had his nights without hope.
No, I could not.
"I have to go back and hide everything," set at loud. Hide everything. Back at the party, dancing, joking, pretending that all is well, hide everything. I wiped my eyes and looked in front of me. The fog had lifted and a moon smezzata appeared in a burst of awareness.
When I returned I found Irene in the house waiting for me leaning against a door jamb. He asked me what I had ever taken and where I had been all this time. Even his eyes betrayed some awareness. I replied:

"I went to get some fresh air"

Everything went as I had resolved and ended.
At the end of the evening as my nerves were liquefied. But I had it done. I had hidden. I landed my shadow in the end I was restless and strangled in the stomach.
When it came time to say good bye I was exhausted, and my memories are mixed with dreamy visions of the following nights. What I do know is that dissimulai very well. I pretended nothing. Pleasantries. Only pleasantries. No gut feelings. A perfect actor. Only when I said hello to Gustavo
a failure.
- "I love Matt," she whispered, "do not know what was important to me that you were here at my party."
- "Even I love you, brother. " I replied, imploding in his arms.
I never called 'brother'. Gustavo
was there that he understood.
- "You are able to lose yourself in thoughts without end," he revealed, "I promise that you will not miss. Promise you'll be fine. Promise. It's important. It is important to me. "

You know, I thought that all this history of hominids and parking has befallen me because in my life have often been cynical about my feelings. Why do I have dressed in zany humor even when I screamed inside, probing the truest part of me. Why, in my underworld of emotions denied, individuals are miserable and vile, worthy only to be abandoned, forgotten, buried in a life of squalor routine and rituals of the weekend. I thought that my instincts were lowly deserved everything that had happened to me. I am a miserable and I expect the fate of the wretched. Gustavo
But that night, begged me not to miss.
And now I know a few things about me.
I know that night in Milan was a good brother.
And I know someday I'll be fine.
I just have to have patience.
And keep breathing.
One breath after another. A second after the other. A heartbeat after the other. One thought after another. A dream after another. One face after another. One night after another.
sunrise, sunset and sunrise and a sunset again after another.
long, dawn like any other but the other immensely brighter, the hominid dissolve the legend of the woman's wrists and tears in the early human history, as the soul torn away, leave it go. _______________________________________________________________________________________

Monday, December 3, 2007

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The Dark

The screenplay for short film of "The Dark" won the Rome Independent Film Festival (RIFF ), 2005 Edition. After ups and downs, after much consideration, archives and exhumations, the script has been proposed to Edizioni BD to be turned into a comic book. The drawings were made by talented Emilio Lecce and George Pontrelli . The publication of the story was planned for spring 2008

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Caerberus, Chapter Two.

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Since the doctor decided to change strategy, on Friday became the day of the slides.

For months we have tried traditional therapies, but stains Roarsach, those symmetrical doodles are so successful with much more crazy than me furious, bouncing on his desk in a chant of dull thuds, and eventually ended up in a drawer under yawns.

And so ì the experimentation, as you call the doctor.

It is enough to comment on a postcard, because it decided to replace symmetrical with the scribbles slides coastal landscapes than fifty years ago. Thus I now pass the time contemplating the embarrassed expressions and childlike corpulent of bathers and their improbable pigiamoni horizontal stripes. All around, euphoric, children engage in games of beach balls with dark gray and white towels and iced drinks consumed in huge glasses.

A family has a huge table full of food in the sea. Two men in their sixties, very overweight, playing cards, drinking wine from a bottle lined with bark and hemp. Three boys bicker among themselves, contending the last slice of swordfish, while the mothers, with a smile two, try to calm them down.

Behind them, far away, the horizon over the sea in an expanding infinite line, indifferent.

Without my realizing it breaks the flow of visions to the screen and overwhelm me, tearing my morning ritual of boredom with the majestic fury of a hurricane. I see the thin look of the Rev. Vinnie un'ombrellone shine in the shade of palm trees, and is as if I were again the ì .

~ ~ ~

"Let's see ..."

Vinnie searched the pockets of the carrier that had hung on the chair.

"Here you go. Now I can perform marriages according to the rites of my church "

He exhibited ì his best smile and pull ò out his badge . "Reverend Vincent Del Vecchio, Liberated Church Of The New Born Christ, State of New York .

stared for a few seconds.

"Not is a joke you know? It is one thing you can do it too. Internet. You pay thirty U.S. dollars and ordained a priest. Obviously in Italy do not let you do anything, but in America can celebrate mass as any other priest, Catholic, Protestant, jew, muslim or whatever you like "

" What the hell are you doing? "

Vinnie seemed annoyed by the tone of my question with a wave and dry my tear ò the card between your hands to hide it in a shirt pocket. Call ò the maid to order, with my tacit approval two white martini with ice, and gave a deep breath, looking away, beyond the barrier reefs that protected the shoreline from the waves in storm.

We knew each other for a lifetime. We grew up together in the same neighborhood on the outskirts of Orissa: the same kindergarten, then mates of primary, secondary and high schools. And in the end the life or fate, as he said, a lover of stories and the emphasis of meaning, we were separated. I had continued his studies of mathematics at Milan while he stayed at home, in Oristano. He had never used the rhythms and rules of a quiet provincial life. For the people was a kind of debauched, a leaked: always on the edge, never a steady job, lived by their wits and, as stated proudly, with a certain style. In the summer he was a fisherman and seafood supplied the three most exclusive restaurants of our coast, in winter they arrange with business initiatives to limit the offense, always taking care to stay, even if only for a hair in the right side of the law. He was very proud of his success, everyone, even his three porn movies "The Trilogy of the piece of wood", who had just turned eighteen, and that yielded a good percentage of sales of video cassettes. In short, for a penniless, he could get away without too many sacrifices.

Besides, if there were his women. Many, of all ages, those with whom you can love, to show off those on the waterfront and those you can rely on when business was so good.

"Do you remember Lorenza, the daughter of the jewelry Ascanio? You need to remember, went to school to Parini! You know, she's back. She graduated in Milan and is now working with the Chambers of Chiaferri, quell'emerito dickhead who is also the commissioner of public works. Last Wednesday I met her at a party, all covered, really, if you see does not recognize it. We spent the evening together, and after we made three in a little place by the sea to drink Cuba Libre and remember old times. Lorenza, what kind. After drinking for good told me that he thinks a bit ': a school had fired me. Ah, love secrets. The secret loves me crazy, because they do not understand them. Well, long story short, last Saturday called me and asked me to accompany her to a walk on the plain of Achaia, he wanted to see an old monastery built into the rocks. Come on, tell me, there are wonderful scenes at their doorstep and do not go there ever. We neglect them just because they are quite far from where we get bored for a lifetime. "

Vinnie looked at me to check yourself carefully.

"Are you listening?"

Come on, I thought. Go ahead. The finish I know, but you continue.

"Now you know me, I'm not crazy about the stuff history. Not like you, I'm not a scholar, not a seer, not a mathematician like you. Your dinosaurs, if you ask me, I seem to be crap as a child. But one thing I can do. So listen. And from the tone of Lorenza already knew I had to wait more than a tourist trip. I've got the `feminine intuition, that I have to do is the only thing I took from my mother."

"So there you go to the monastery." I said, to bring it back on right path.

"But we've gone! Play: leave the car in front of the restaurant on Belvedere and we walk along the path. We are coming, but a thunderstorm, one of the good ones. An electrical storm. Let's just in time to reach the monastery before they unleash mayhem with the thunder and lightning, but when we can open the door we're already soaked. We laugh like kids to tears. While we laugh I start to caress her. Then kiss her. Then to undress her. She lets me do not help me with my clothes but helps me with small movements of the shoulders, arms, hips, neck. Let me do. "

" When I missing? I have to go to two! "

" E Stop it! I'm telling you something important! "

of stories like the one I had heard a lot going on. Long, detailed, dirty. Once Vinnie told me that at the age of eleven he had done his cousin, two years older than him, and ten more intelligent, cheerful Sunday morning to return from church. He liked sex, the Rev. Vinnie, with all its wealth of curious and shameful desires. For certain things, he said, one must look at the facts, and the fact was that Vincent, Vinnie for his friends, was a sex maniac with proven reliability, with its special, professional ethics: accept with serenity any drive that came from below, even the most strange, even for the cousin, or, if possible, even to his sister, taken at the right time, had no difficulty in handling them both, except that one had moved overseas while the other, the sister, her sister, Sister, well, that Vinnie was so ugly and stupid that only if Jesus Christ had been able to take.

"The details are important this time. Do not be hasty, you must understand the atmosphere. Everything perfect, the shadows, the wind whistling outside, she let me do that. The icons all around the monastery seems to smile at us, we promise protection, and the blessed little angels are watching us, the blessed, happily, the putti, putti. Suddenly, Bang! A bolt of lightning through the window and hit the statue, which explodes into a thousand pieces. What a racket! Imagine, by this time we do not feel good left ear. And Lorenza scare you. Indeed, it is terrified, cries, sighs, stutters a few prayers. When I try to calm her down, I plan on both eyes by crazy: "It was the Madonna! The Madonna has protected us with his body, has protected us from the lightning that would have killed. O My Mother, thank you. "

Vinnie took a moment before telling me the moral of the story. Was Mad for stories with moral him, he could do about it.

"It was there that I had the light. Lorenza looked, then looked at the head of the lady who rocked on the floor, with its glass eyes, then looks again and again Lorenza the Virgin Mary. That was the exact moment of enlightenment. The next day I did Reverend. "

The Rev. Vinnie took another sip, he had finally finished his story. Thereafter, six months would be bought his first Mercedes. From there to eight months would rent a suite at the Caprice, the hotel's most exclusive all along the coast of Salento. Of there one year would end up in jail for abuse of popular credulity, along with another half-dozen charges connected. He is one of those who in life have one great idea, and around that must must build their future. For them the norm, that government jobs and forty hours of settimali not an option. The Rev. Vinnie had no choice, and he knew it.

Immediately after emptying his glass, he decided to speak out.

"This is a land burned. Cursed land. Here the new millennium has not arrived and will never come. The era of communication call, this. But do not ever see here. Have you seen Lorenza? A college graduate, an intelligent girl, intelligent, of good family. A bolt of lightning and is ready to take the holy man or priest to confess, all spring for the promise that eventually everything will be fine. Do you know who is making money in this world? Sorrows, the old woman who does exorcisms with the hot potatoes. Christ, even my aunt calls it, if the headache lasts longer than two days. Do not go to the doctor, goes to her. And Don thrilled? He has a villa on the lookout. L `'ve ever seen? That holy man of Sun TV, that asshole incravattato with sunglasses with his face to ensure that advises malocchierie of love and by phone. "

" Vinnie "I interrupted, raising his hand in an instinctive gesture of defense.

"Okay. I agree. It is disgusting. But what I do with these stories of wizards and Madonna? Why are the stories to me? "

I seemed to see the fear in his new look by Reverend. Or perhaps it was distrust. "What can I serve you?".

"I know, I know," he said, after thinking it over. "To you only interested in mathematics. And dinosaurs. Christ: The dinosaurs . I swear if you do not find a more respectable hobby begin to avoid you in public. I will not see more around you. What else interests you? Chess, right? "

Vinnie accost ò his chair and lowers my ò tone of voice. Her eyes swept the Raiders in front of the bar area.

"But look a little 'me now, I I've thought of everything. I need one that I can be trusted as a brother's hand and has the electronics and microcircuits. It 's all decided, all organized. The next feast of the patron saint, Our Lady of Ripa begin to weep tears of blood. Verr à Pieraldo discovered by the bell, just before the evening Mass of the seven and a quarter. I know what type it is, always tells the priest his dreams, says they are warning. He says he speaks to his dead wife in a dream two decades ago. Now, thanks to his dream life of our little town will change completely "

I wanted something immediately objected, but he would not let me squeezing the forearm with both hands.

"After about a month will begin the religious pilgrimage groups from all over Italy began to organize trips and bus trips to the masses. The country will break out of Signoroni bejeweled willing to pay a fortune to see the miracle from the front rows. All hotels are full, the restaurants will make business of Gold, even the street vendors will fill the pockets. I did the accounts, a couple thousand head of travel and stay a tour for a peek into the world of the afterlife. What do you think of the slogan? "

He paused and I took the opportunity to shake off the lethargy in which astonished his talk I had thrown.

"It 's a joke."

"It' s all arranged. I told you. It all starts next month

"next month" I reflected, still incredulous, "Lord bejeweled and spendthrift. And I bet you'll be there to collect. True? "

" We we will. And a few others who finance the whole thing. The names of the others tell them to you in due course, but it's great people, important. Names that make an impression. "

I looked to see if her face still expressed a sense of fear I thought I had found in his forced smile a few moments ago. But Vinnie seemed at peace with himself now. He was gone and no one would stop. I wanted to ask other explanations, but he suddenly seemed eager to close our conversation. He began to rummage in the pockets for the keys of the wasp.

"Do not answer Today, God forbid. Think it over, do not ask for more. And when you've got an idea, call us. And call me the same even if you decide not. We go to dinner at a farm that I discovered recently. In any case, I recommend not to tell anyone. There are people in this big thing. Large and easily offended people "

finished his sermon, the Rev. Vinnie got up, winked and turned away.

I never did that phone call. Not even to say no and not even to say goodbye when I left for Milan.

The history of Madonna Ripa ended with the Rev. Vinnie in for a year and a half, the only one to pay in person, while the bell Pieraldo never accepted the fact that they were in the midst of a massive frame. He continued to preach his message of truth and justice even after the police found the chip that made the lady cry. Intervened when the story was already limping for weeks. The tears of blood had coagulated into the slot of the left eyelid so that the poor Madonna could mourn his despair over the fate of the world with only one eye.

Vinnie had already turned and was about to get on the wasp, when I called.

"You're crazy. Not only will the ladies with jeweled rosaries and cash under the mattress. Will all be. If it works, will be old, boys, singers, ministers, prelates "

" And we welcome all "

" burst into the village. A horde of desperate people. Curious and bored looking for answers. "

" Who will have already made our choice, have already decided what the world wants to live. We do not add anything. Tell them what they know. We will give them what they have. "

" The sick, Vinnie. Will also be sick. "

" And someone heal à well. "


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How Many Days Does It Take For Checks To Clear

Caerberus, Chapter One.




Eventually we arrived, to Atlantis. He always spoke
Professor Rah, and I, vassal condescending and hypocritical, I listened with my smile indulgently. He said, Atlantis would be a good place for a holiday. Imagine white beaches, seagulls, seashells, palm trees, blue skies, warm winds, blazing sunsets teetering on the line of sight. And at night, beautiful women and available, with amber skin that reflects the light from the star lights.

If I close my eyes I can still see him, as she points with conviction the location of the sunken continent on the board of Risk.

As you move my forces to attack the Yakutia, the professor continued his evocation, dwell in the description of the women were now tall and blond with the dark skin of African, now with more teeth glistening and tender sides, now as the East, but with blue eyes, the elegant bearing, the full buttocks, the feet small, discreet. Even when the harsh reality of the armored vehicles took over on the board game and the battle raged in the four corners of the world, the magic of the continent of Atlantis was left floating in the hours of the night, to keep talking even after our little hobby had gone to the dogs.

A moment before he split his head with a lever of titanium, a professor dedicated to Atlantis last thought: its multi-colored women, its night lights. Poor bastard.

That's how I ended up in Atlantis and I stayed there for nearly two months while my body, helped by infernal machines, preparing the most cruel hoax. Bring me back. Tear to my paradise.

And now I finally understand the meaning of the words of the professor, his nostalgia for places that nobody has ever seen and no one else, besides me, will ever see. In my new awareness I can understand that feeling of emptiness bear the thought can never, ever see the shores of Atlantis regular, studying the rhythm of its tides, lost in the perpetual twilight of his horizons swept by the warm south wind. Professor Rah is an optimist, one of the brotherhood of the glass half full, one of the lucky ones because daring, but even his good luck will accompany him there ever since.

the hole that the professor has opened in my head came out for a while 'a lot of blood, mixed with a slurry of muddy brain cells and bone fragments. Then All of a sudden, they fled outside Meo Porcello and San Gabriel. And, despite the efforts of my doctor, who tries in vain to rificcarli six months in, are still with me, come and go come to my room, camping in the hospital corridors and sometimes stop to chat late into the night.

Meo Porcello The other night he asked me if it is true that once I had all my dinosaur, a dinosaur created in my image and likeness. We must pity: it is extinct too soon and has not had time to learn to distinguish the faults on the merits. And even if it brings impertinent questions, I'm sure he does it on purpose.

Meo Porcello I met a kid on a comic book of my uncle. Then he had influential friends: early adventures of his companion, Donald Duck, is now more famous than Jesus Christ and the Beatles put together. But I preferred Meo, his awkward appearance and gaunt, her belly trasbordante, his smile lopsided. Yes: I was one of the few who after watching carefully is that Donald Meo Meo came to choose, the extinct dinosaur, the loser, and, when I think about that now separate me from my childhood transitions two and two revivals, I realize how that choice has left a profound impression in my life, a groove where I would end up sooner or later collapse. Choose Meo and Donald was not my original sin. Like a dinosaur, Meo Porcello was too big and heavy for that world of ducks and mice, and was voted as a dinosaur extinction. And, again, as a dinosaur, he was surrounded by evanescent aura that shines for all those who destiny, at a given moment, choose to delete. A few million years of unchallenged rule, an era of strength and greatness, and then nothing, no future.

I wonder if I'll have the same fate.

some time sessions with the doctor have become monotonous. At first it was not like that, because under his leadership the fuzzy memories emerged from the primordial soup in my mind, stood out above the fog that envelops my thoughts to take off outside of my head, sharp and bright as the stars of Atlantis. The doctor was convinced that one day I would be brought back to health. Now, as I clearly see in his eyes, not more.
At two pm, every Wednesday, all four of us sit down at the table of my room, I, the doctor, Meo Porcello and San Gabriel, and the doctor asks me how are my views. He explained to me many times that Meo and San Gabriel are not real, images that are slipping out of the hole that Professor Rah opened me in the head. At first, I also believed, but now I look to my left and Meo smiles at me, happy for the mere fact of being born into the world, and I turned right and San Gabriel, after thinking it over, I reciprocates with his steady gaze and resolute. He never does anything without thinking first, every gesture, even the most trivial, seems to be driven by inner thoughts and indispensable.
do not know if San Gabriel has always had a commanding appearance and air of assurance which has now. In spite of the icons that show him in a long black robe, his face a perpetual smile made silly idiot, I always imagined it as I see it now: the serious expression, almost hostile, tall, thin, the sunken cheeks, eye safe and quiet as that of the warriors.
It is nice to have with me again San Gabriel, had not seen him since June 5, 1984, the night when I turned my last prayer to the creator.


Dear Creator of all things,
I do not belong to this world.
But I have fulfilled my task.
Now I want to go home.
I will return to the Triassic, where they came from.
You do not know how many days I had intended,
But now I do not need more.
Take it Back.

The words I remember them very well, the wind took them back to Atlantis and I do not think that forget again.

soon as they are pronounced swallowed a whole bottle of barbiturates and predisposition me to my first death. Two more would follow.


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